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May 8, 2004
well..it wasnt like the greatest of days ya know.. the weather was off and on all day. so i woke up at 8 because brian got alerted by john about his game at 9:30. so then we set the alarm for 9..and then went back to sleep, then at 9:15 he left and i went back to sleep, woke back up at 11. then i called dana to see if she had any plans for tonight. then i helped out did my homework, and then watched tv. then i ate lunch, showered and got ready. then i went to the varisity softball game to see my cousin pitch for miller place..i kinda of found it intresting that my cousin whose in 8th grade is on a varisity team. well then yeah i came home and got ready for dance and stuff. then i went to dance. via, well we did nothing like usual. so then i had my break and krissy was there since amanda had hip hop. so we hung out and ate and stuff, and exchanged our life stories that was just about the night before. i love you kristen butterfass!! well anyways then i had pom, which actually looks ten times better than it ever did before. then i picked up dana about 7:30ish and i explained my side of the story to her dad. haha then we ran out of her house because her dad was making up really weird things. then we went out and saw nash and stuff. then i drove her home at 11ish, then i came home and did somethings and then i changed and now im writing this. yeah so im not really tired, its been actually a pretty good night. a lot of drama, our company is deff. drifting, it sucks because i cant come to like anyone in it anymore besides like 4 people, and i hate over hearing stuff about other people, you shouldnt do that at the studio. then i heard something at dance about someone i should know really well that goes to sayville, and it kinda amuses me that that bitch would do the same shit to me again, i just hope this time...i actually have a good one to trust. yeah so thats all about here..love you byee.
Jeny had competition today!! i hope you guys did amazing!!
i love you..
Posted at 11:20 pm by accent_love_16
May 7, 2004
hiii, uhh woke up went to school, health-did nothing, uhh social studies-had a sub so it sucked, science-test and daleo moved brian to the back so i had no one to cheat off of. gym-haha okay verrrrry intresting & a very long story. french-nothing, chilled with tiff. lunch-didn't go...so i took second lunch with dana. english, uhh yeah succkkedd. math, hate that lady with every inch in my body. came home went to get gifts for mothers day with briiiian. then i came home and slept. after that i talked to dana, and then i got ready and went to robs house. then straight from there brians. and now brians here...and were just here. yeah its been a really long day, and i love dana marie so much.
]]] TiFf - JeN - ElLiOt [[[
...i love you guys!...
Rob, i love you so much.
Dana Marie Pacifico i love youuuu!!!
Good Luck Jeny Tomorrow!!! <3
Posted at 11:47 pm by accent_love_16
May 6, 2004
okay..today was uhh fast i guess. first health nothing like always. second, social studies..i got a 56 on the test, hope i can still go out on saturday with KRISSY! then science, i really hate people that squeak. then french, uhh test taken with a partner aka TIFF. lunch...haha okay my seat was there!! haha first time in a while. then i um ate and went outside to see ELLIOT. then nicole wasnt there 6th because she needed to take 2nd lunch and then english was boring..i hate her..and then math was okay. wasnt really in a bad mood after so it was good, but i still dont want brian to leave in a monthh and 19 days [June 24th] ill miss him much. ninth, haha okay went somewhere with rob, then uhh walked around with TIFF. haha and made fun of someone, that i have hated for sometime now. uhm then i came home, picked amanda up at the bus stop. haha little kindergardeners there so cute. that's really it. dance alter on tonight..but i doubt anythings going to happen before. i can't wait to see krissy and amanda haha love yaaasss..yeah gotta go and stuff. write if you neeed me..
... anyways i love tiff, jeny, and elliot as always.
..love you rob..
idk got bored...
-CURRENT-
clothes: capris, yellow shirt, yellow belt
music:"weak" by jojo
hair:down, was straigtened this morning
annoyance:people who are fake
smell:romance[ralph lauren]
Desktop picture:my large fries <3
color of toenails:regular, not painted
worry:about something.
-L a S t P e R s O n-
you touched:amanda
you talked to:ryane
had a long convo with on phone:brian! haha love you
had a long convo in person:brian! haha
hugged:tiffany =]
you instant messaged: brian [haha, pizza]
text messaged:not possible
you yelled:dont remember
to blow you off:haha name unsaid
-F a V o R i T e-
drink:water
color:black, blue
shoes:none
candy:skittles
animal:none
tv show:none
movie:none
vegetable:none
fruit:banana hahahahaha
cartoon:none?
-a R e y O u-
understanding:yeah
openminded:yeah
arrogant:idk?
insecure:yeah
intresting:kinda
random:yeah
hungry:nope
smart:kinda
moody:yeah
childish:kinda
hardworking:kinda
organized:nope
healthy:yeah
shy:kinda
difficult:kinda
attractive:hell no.
bored easily:yeah
messy:yeah
thirsty:nope
responsible:kinda
obsessed:yup, i love you.
angry:nope
sad:nope
hyper:kinda
trusting:yeah
talkitive:kinda
-R a N d O m T h i N g S-
My name is: Shannon
In the morning i am:always in a good mood
all i need is: everything
love is:different from anything you have ever felt before
im afraid of:the dark
dream about:alot
-W h i C h i S b e T t e R-
coke or pepsi:neither, hate it
flowers or candy:flowers
tall or short:tallll
sunrise or sunset:sunrise
physical pain or emotional pain:physical pain, it goes away
-W i T h t H e o P p o s i T e S e X-
what do you notice first:eyes!! nash has amazing ones.
last person you slowed danced with:brian, aww i love you!!
who makes you laugh the most:uhhh..
who makes you smile:alot
who do you have a crush on:im going out with rob?
has a crush on you:no clue...i have one person i think
is easiest to talk to:ELLIOT. deff. love you kidd!
-d O y O u e V e R-
sit online waiting for someone:yeah, haha brian.
saved convos:yeah, only the good ones
cry because of something said about you:who the fuck cares?
-H a V e y O u e V e R-
fallen for your best friend:yup..they to this day still dont know
gotten in fights with your best friend:yeah, unfortunatly
been in love:yeah i think i am
if so..who:rob...
been rejected:yeah
rejected someone:yeah
used someone:yeah..sorry
been cheated on:yeah, that sucks.
done something you regret:only wiht a good friend
lied:yeah.
-e X t R a S-
could live without the computer:yeah
color you hair:yeah i want to..duno what color.
-n u M b e R oF ..-
times your heart has been broken:too many.
hearts you broke:idk..
guys you kissed[not family]:a handful or so.
girls you kissed[not family]:3..haha not tellin who.
continents lived on:1
good friends:about 10 good ones, love you all.
cd's that i own:idk a couple.
scars on my body:like 5 i think
things in the past i regret:like a million..
-y O u r t h O u g h T s-
i know:some things
i want:people to stop being fake
i wish:i would get a feeling back
i hate:people who fuckin SQUEAK
i hear:little kids.
i love:rob
i care:about my friends
i need:more clothes, and i need shoes.
i wonder:why people die
i cry: only if something bad happens
i can usually be found:at the studio.
i am happy:when im with peopleee
i am sad:BRIANS LEAVING IN a month and 19 days...
Posted at 03:49 pm by accent_love_16
May 5, 2004
hey...today was pretty good...umm woke up late, 6:15ish got dressed and straightened only the bottom part of my hair...thats the reason why i wore it like that today. Then walked to school, got really pissed on the way to school because the grass was wet and shit from the night before so it got the bottom of my pants wet and my sandals and then when i walked over the sand it went all over everything that was wet. did nothing in health thats normal though. uhh test in social studies. science i dont have any idea what happened. gym, uhh sat behind a wall with dana & meliss the whole time. french, uhh hate her so much not even funny. lunch, uhm jeny didnt do what she wanted to and elliot was sick, talked to JJ..and it was wednesday, the best day of the week =] .. then uhh i talked to nicole in 6th. nicole, i swear to you that i would never do anything to hurt you ever in my life...you will always come before many people...ever since like 7th grade when we were in band together[haha] ive always came to you about EVERYTHING. you always read my mind and then you always predict the future..i really just hope your wrong about the situation thats going on now. but i love you and you know i always will. then i went to english in a surprising good mood. and then it stopped in the middle of the last period of the day which sucked. then ninth i went to daleo to get the extra points...elliot was there, yeah he drank half of my drink and then saw my pictures of me, dana, and kristin acting like idiots that night [BhS <3] i love you girls. uhm then i walked home.. and it started to drizzle. then when i got home i read a chapter of that fuckin book that i hate alot. and hten watched dr. phil and how bad parents are to there kids. but i dont really think that if a parent lets a kid smoke/drink in there house that its really that bad.. but whatever then i watched the real world. the episode last night that i missed due to dance. and now im writing in this thing...and i really dont know why i do this. but i guess i just do.
ahh dance yesterday...lemme get on this since i didnt write about it yesterday. okay. uhm tap was alright..nothing ever really happens in there like ever. then talked to like the coolest person ever...thats krissy, and we made plans for i believe saturday night. eee i cant waitt!!! then in our stretch or whatever you want to call it class, gina did warm ups..a really long one too. then uhh we went across the floor and i realyl do hate it when people talk about people behind there backs to me saying shit like they hate the person and then they go and like talk to them like there your best friend. okay for the person that talks to me about this one person. you know that i hate her with almost every person in my body...and then you promise me something and then go against it because of her. you either like her or you dont. grow the fuck up and live with your decisions. then in jazz and lyrical we really didnt do anything since like no one really felt like dancing and janene wanted to go home...haha. then after i waited for my dad to come and pick me up and stuff. i overheard some stuff goin on but im not gonna say any of it cas then i start unimportant shit over nothing. all i have to say to our company is...if we want to start looking like one, then we have to work about 5000 times harder than we are right now. thats to everyone, even me.
if you squeak when you talk you should seriously consider about killing yourself, because when someone has two periods with you they want to slit your fuckin throat.
i really like how someone that im supposta be really close with pushes me out like im unimportant. either get whatever the fuck is in your head out or start paying alittle more attention to whatever you feel is more fuckin important to you.
yeah thats really it. ummm, ill write tomorrow.
Tiffany - Jeny - Elliot
I love you forever..!
I sit and wait does an angel contemplate and do they know the places
Where we go when we're grey and old
'cos I've been told that salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed thoughts running through my head
And i feel that love is dead I'm loving angels instead
And through it all she offers me protection a lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong and down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me I know that life won't break me
When I come she won't forsake me I'm loving angels instead
When I'm feeling weak and my pain walks down a on way street I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love and as the feeling grows
She breathes flesh to my bones and when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead
Posted at 04:54 pm by accent_love_16
May 4, 2004
heyy...today was alright...um woke up went to first period..then to the romeo and juliet field trip...uhh that sucked...its like techno and shit and a lot of people of different races were there. uhm chilled mostly with jeny. haha i love her. got back to the school at like 2 ish and then i went to 7-11 with elliot, jeny, and lorraine. umm after that i walked back to the school, so i could see my love tiffany..and then after i saw her and talked to her and stuff, i walked back home. and then i watched opera, it was about stage moms/dads...its really sad the things people do to there kids. then i got ready for dance and stuff and now im writing this and im going to dance in like a half hour. uhh yeah tonight should be boring...not like its ever any fun..do i get to see krissy? amanda? nope i dont think so...thats why its gonna suck..haha love you two. uhm yeah im gonna go because im picking up the pictures from when bitch and slut slept over...haha i cant wait to see them. i really hated that play.
..love you rob..
Jeny, gulla gulla island, haha i love you!! so many and too many to come.
*
I dont wanna walk away from what we have and you know it
I'm not telling you all of this to make you mad
It's not about whos right or wrong
It's not about whos weak or strong
It's about what i need to make this last
A little more time a little less wait
A little more heart a little less break
Simple and true what they say
A little bit goes a long way
A little less talk a little more do
A little more me a little less you
Baby at the end of the day
A little bit goes a long way
Don't wanna end up in a tricky situation
So i'm giving you my every indication
We can work it out together stop the tension
Try to understand, baby where i stand
I love you and i'm trying to be gentle
So let me break it down for you and make it simple
That you show a little love for me
Posted at 05:21 pm by accent_love_16
May 3, 2004
okay, first day... well this weekend was amazing. Friday night i did absolutely nothing besides get a caluclator and watch movies and see the lives that everyone else has out, bri called...so i guess thats good. umm saturday woke up went to the lawyers...then came home and showered and got ready and stuff with briann, and then i went to dance...nothing really exciting happened there...except amanda never came in at the right part...but its okay, still love ya..then after dance i came home and got ready for christine's. then around 7:30 i went to christines... went there, there were tons of people there. all different groups of course but still had the time of my life...dont think i stopped laughing. chilled mostly with TIFF.JEN.ELLIOT.DEA!! who i like love alot. holy shit tiffannyy!! eating the garlic knots like crazy, i almost died. haha hyesterical laughing the whole night. elliot, hmm intresting, i am so much better than you at that can top shit..you know it!! jen, okay were cool dancers and everyone like hated us when we started talking about it but its all good. hmm.. so many good times and then everyone left and it was just a few of us girls that stayed...haha so much happened, it was so great. a night to remember. my first was offically with tiff!! haha shes honored i know it .. then of course we didnt go to sleep till like forever in the morning...and then tiff left at 7..two hours after we fell asleep. and we all got up except jen, she decided to be lazy and sleep till like 9:30 and then she left. then i left at like 10, and showered and stuff and got ready for that damn communion. fell asleep at the church, oh well. then went to that party, which i offfically wanted to kill myself at. then at like 6 we went home and i did my DBQ, but i got sidetracked to so i finished it at like 8ish...then talked to rob for like 15 minutes [only time like all weekend, besides the 4:30am phone call on saturday] then at 8:30 i went in the shower...yeah and then i went to sleep. then on monday, that would be today, i woke up and got ready, of course im dead though...so i got dressed, did that toothpaste on the face thing [haha thanks dea!!], and then went to school, went ninth to daleo...elliot, how can't i not talk to you, haha. umm yeah then i came home and went to subway to get dinner/lunch for tomorrow. turkey, lettuce, tomatto, cheese, snapple, and chips...should be intresting, hope its still good by tomorrow..then i came home and took a shower since i feel like dirrty for no reason at all..then i ate dinnnnner. after dinner i called DANA!! haha wednesday...me, you lunch, haha then we both had to go since our loving grandparents came, haha love ya. then after i hung up i went downstairs and showed my grandparents my dances. then i took another shower..tthen ate cakee, that was like half melted but still good i guess. then uhm i showered and now im writing this..idk why i started writing one, but kristens looked cool so i just did. anyways im gonna go, movies to watch and things to do...trip tomorrow. be back tomorrow.
I lOvE tiFf, jEn, & eLliOt .
..love you rob..
Posted at 07:29 pm by accent_love_16
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