yeah, woke up gave my mom her mothers day gift like a good little girl..then my dad came home from food shopping and flipped a shit..and lot happened and i dont really want to put it in here due to family reasons.  then at 10:30 me, my mom, my sister[ryane] & my brother [patrick] went out to breakfast, we went to some oconee diner in islip, then we came home and got ready to go to the cementary to see grandma.. who i miss so much. we were there for a while, i fell asleep like crying next to her grave..i was crying mostly because i was overwelmed for waht happened today. then i went to my other grandmas house for a little while and had cake and stuff.  then we uhh went to price club to get flowers for my moms aunt.  and then we went there and gave them to her and we were there for a little bit. then i came home.  im in a really bad mood...now i get to see dad again soon. i cried like all day, its been really bad...and i hate some people. It's mothers day..how can you make someone who is a mother feel so horrible about yourself then treat your so called kids like there worthless crap and then expect them to forgive you. yeah now you know why im in a bad mood.  yeah dana you have helped me so much and i love you for it.  I LOVE YOU ROB!!





                                     rip mary catherine  <3