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last night bitchhh

Sat, 29 May 2004 17:14:47 GMT

yesterday was pretty good. uhh, i went to robs at like 2 until 4...yeah two hours because i needed to leave to see kel. awww she looked sooooo pretty and really tan. and i looked even worse next to her. then i went to danas right from there. and we hung out and then went to matts. and then zack [not zach] and chris came...and then they left and then we left. and dana dissappointed me because she didnt do what she was supposta do...argh. then we went back to her house. haha and hung out. and then we went into town and haha saw nicky =] and then later on we met mike. lol. then i think we went to get itaitian ices. but we didnt eat them?...but i think i did because iw as hungry and then oh yeah we broke danas phone haha and us three stooges were on theground trying to fix itt. thank god for nicky and mike. and then nicky called someone to get us something but thten we realized it was getting late and we couldnt do it. so then we walked to sayville movie theaters. and we saw ashley and jen. but on my way to the movies i got gum in my fuckin hair. yes gum in my hair. that blowed. oh and i saw chris deluca too! so i was in the movie theather bathroom with ash.jen.and nicky and they keep laughing at me, but like all im trying to do is get the gum,outta myhair. and then i went to stop and shop to buy peanut butter and a comb. and nicky got it out. ohh mike and dana are still here through all of thiss toooooo. and then we went to walk back to danas. and then we went to danas and amy gave us a ride home. and mike was the first one to get dropped off and then me then nicky. then i called dana when i got home. and then i called nicky. and then nicky three wayed mike. and then i hung up with them at 12. and rob calleddd =] and then i talked to rob a little bit. and then at like 1 i feel asleep on the phone wtih him. and then at 2:30 i woke up and realized that he was sleeping too, so we were sleeping on the phone together. hahaaa. then this morning i got waken up at 10:15 and then i went down and ate breakfast that i wasnt in the mood for. and then mike calleddd. but then by the time i got around to call him back hes a rugby. who plays rugby common!! so now its 12:15 and my parents are leaving at like 1. and im going to home alone all day. and im gonna be really bored, so call and make me plans. oh and tomorrow dana cant come to viper kristin!! ahhh. yeah if anyone wants to come wiht me and kristin tomorrow night to viperr gimme a call!! 750-3555!! <3 well, im going to go dance and then shower because i need to practice that hip hop dance tonss. lol well no dance today thats a good thing=]. ill finish my day tomorrow for ya. love you.

Tiff is my fuckin hero.

Elliot is away=[

Nicky saved my hair last night!

Mike is a cool kiddd

I Love you Rob!!

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Fri, 28 May 2004 03:46:28 GMT

yeahhh... what a day. actualyl a pretty much sucked.. last night was awesome. i love jenna, kyle, jess, kelly, bri, john, and li!!! omg the diner this morning..lmfao, "ive never straightened my hair in a public restaurant before" .. "thats because there's food all over" .. "so, whats the difference" .. "do you want to get hair infested food" :: me and li. holy shit funniest thing ever. i lvoe that diner. and then i went to school. and i had a pretty decent day. and then i went over to kristins house. and then after that we went out to dinner with dana. and then i went home and got ready for dance. and hten i had ballet and then kristin and dana left, reason still unknown. and me and gi are friends again =] and then i had hip hop which was pretty good since no one was there. and then i went home. and my sisters friend is here. and im stuck doing nothing all night, and im bored fuckin shitless. and then i called rob, but hes at katies. and then i decided to just forget aboute verything that didnt go good tonight and just call brian. and brian of course, the good friend he is...drops everything and wants to come over. but he wasnt allowed to because he has a tournement tomorrow and hes not allowed out past 12. that suuucks. so now im going to watch the 3 movies that my mom rented for tonight..and idk my day pretty much sucked. oh elliot is a really good friend, and ill eat pizza with him anyday. yeah preetty crappy. in a bad mood...and {what else is new} is coming outta someones mouth right now. and you know who you are. so yeah leave one to my away message if you want to hang out tomorrow.

BRIAN.KYLE.JESS.JENNA.JOHN.LI.KELL

now this is a group i couldnt not hang out wiht..haha i love you kids more than my own life.

......people have no respect for others, dont expect people to put out for shit that you can't even commit to.

pretty decent day so far...

Wed, 26 May 2004 21:20:22 GMT

okay, last night at dancee...yeah, since i supposibly didnt tell someone something..were not talking anymore?..okay whatever. we worked hard for once, good job girlss. after dance i came home and like relaxed a little bit..then i decided to go on the computerr...hahahaa that was a bad move. and then yeah i talked to people. got upset and went to bed. then in the morning i woke up and surprisingly an amazing mood. so i wake up and i get ready for school, i got to school like 7:20 and then went to class then homeroom[haha jeny] and then i went to social studies and i took at test..68 hell yeahh first one i passed all quarter bitchh=] then i went to science and did my homework for french and math. then i went to french and then after that lunch. haha sat at our.."alternate lunch table" today haha. chilled with jeny, el, day, and kris. haha we stole el's chips and ate the whole thing almost. and hten he got really pissed and hten we threw the left overs at him. then me and jen walked el to spanish and then jeny flipped out but like she couldnt and laughed half way threw. then i went to 6th..sub so i cut and went to second lunch. hung out with jj, dea, ant, tiff, rainey, sean, and mike. then i went to english and then math. then went tot hat renisance thing wiht jen and el. haha that was realyl good when tiff and el broke jenys necklave and it went all over the place. still in a really good mood at this point. come home watch tv. and then i came back up and then i talked to rob and then some other people. and yeah now im going to make dinner, then eat dinner, then babysit these annoying little kids at like idk 6?? and then probally taking a shower and then sleep. yeah intresting day. haha and does anyone know what '?' this would mean..because im really not sure if someone has that in there profile about your realtionship...im confussed on that. yeahhh but anyways

dana & kristin - haha w.g!! lol i love you girls...sunday nighttt...its gonna be hottttttt.

i love you rob....

tiffffany - jennnny - ellllllliot
i love you guyss soo much!!

laterrr.

life sucks now..

Tue, 25 May 2004 20:20:37 GMT

yeah...i havent written in a while...but whatever i am now. ill just start with last night... i came home from school, even though i was supposta go to danas with kristin..but then my parents had to go to a funeral so yeah i had to watch the kids. and idk why i was but i was 'crying' over someone, which your not really supposta do when you have stress induced asthma..but whatever. so i got myself really stressed out. and dana was on the phone with me. then she had to go because her mom needed it. so what do i do..i breakdown. yeah so then i call my mom because i found it was hard for me to breathe. she comes home. and then she gives me my inhaler. yeahhhh, i hate the taste of that. but it didnt help. so then i got in the car with my mom to pick up patrick and my dad at the fields, barefoot. and then my dad saw me and then noticed i was having a really hard time breathing. i was pale and everything...makeup all down my face..it suckkked. so i went to the fire house. and like ten million people were there..and here i am sitting on a truck wiht an oxygen tube and abuterol... trying to breathe...and yes im still barefoot, and its still like hailing out...so the ambulance finally comes to the firehouse and picks me up. and then we were riding to brookhaven and my eyes rolled to the back of my head and i threw up..yeah i know its gross. then i get into the ER and yeah oh god my eyes are normallll..yay. and then i sat there and i got an iv in me because i wouldnt eat..idk i didnt wanna throw up again, took like 6 pills, had blood work done...and thenn got chest xrays. but yeah the sesures keep going on throw all of this. then they made me take a pregency testt, and i had to walk to the bathroom...and on the way there...oh course the one time i get up and walk...my eyes roll to the back of my head AGAIN and then i pass out. i keep spitting up blood. it was reallllly fun lemme tell you. then everything comes back, and my blood count was all good. so they had to send me home in a wreck. i was frrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeezing. i had six blankets on me and i had a fever...yeah my arms are killing me. then i went home and i found out the whole reason why i went through the reason of above was for one person. one person triggered all this. and then i went on the computer evened though i was drugged up. and i talked to this one person..and ''idk, i dont really care'' to like everything i said. so yeah i felt like i was gonna like kill myself. so i went to my room and tried to sleep..but it didnt work so i tried again later on like at 2ish. and it worked till 5:30. then i woke up and went back to sleep...i still was having the chest compulsions...WHICH SUCKS. and then i slept till 9. then i took my shower and went to school. went to gym and told dana and melissa my story...and yeah i was outta breathe from like just telling the story. fuuuuuuuuun. and then i went to french and hoss was a bitch and wouldnt let me go buy water. so then i went to lunch and i wasnt hungry so i had a rasberry snapple. and then i went to 6th, and like hurt my thumb nail. and then i went to english which was alright. except the way people talk like im shit to me. like i thought you HAD RESPECT for me, thats why its all in the past. and then i went to math and i figured out that people call me a slut, yeah thats fun. and then i went to walsh to make up that vocab. then i went to hammers to see what was going on with that face painting. then i talked to jay about stuff. and then i went home. and now im writing this..i dont know if im going to dance today and if i am..idk if im actually gonna dance. i feel like alotta crap. and yeah. right now im hungry so im walking to 7-11 to buy food since my house has none. talk to you later bye.

Dana, Tiff, Jen, Elliot- thank you guys for today...it meant alot alot alot to me.

WCCS - gotta love ittt chiiicken all the way...

i love you *

--amazingg!!

Sun, 16 May 2004 21:25:34 GMT

omfggg. okay so yesterday and todays entry in one...your the lucky ones. so yeah i woke up straightened the house, walked my brother to his baseball game, came home showered and got ready for dance. nothing really happened at dance except me and christine made up this amazingly funny walk in pom. oh and kristins a ''tough cookie'' hahaha. then after that i went to Carlo's and amanda being the amazing person seh is bought me an italian ice. then after that i went to KRISSYS house woot woot. we got ready and then went to island 16, no one was there so we went to wendys and saw melissa .. ate. then we uhh went back to island 16 and went for a walk, and the fuckin dirt smelled like a mixture of cow manure and the city...weird right. so then at like 10 we decided to see 13 going on 30. so then like 20 minutes into the movie i saw a line ''big fluffy pilliow'' right before she says it and like krissy goes how did you know taht. and then it was funny because we were like so delirous that we both saw the movie. so we left after that. and then we went out and like made a look around.. oh and we saw craig..haha and then he liked walked into a movie theater so we were going to go follow him, and we did so then like after that we were screaming his name in the theater and then the guy on top goes .."this isnt craig, you have the wrong person" haha wrong theater. so then we decided to go out and then sit and see if anyone shows up. so haha then at like 11"15 once we figure out that no ones really gonna be there anymore we called kristens mom. haha and then while we were waiting for her mom these black guys come up to us and start hitting on us, lmao. then after that was all said and done we went home and went on the computer for a little bit. then we went and got some shit and went downstairs. then went and got moreeeee. haha .... then we started talking about the mountains and hills and the pebbles and rocks. then we called rob. and we talked to him for what seemed like 20 minutes but this morning we realized it was for like an hour. so rob knows all of krissys stories now..haha. then we ate i think. and then i really dont remember what happened, i was massaging krissys back with my feet ?? yeah . then in the morningg we got up and ate doritos and talked for a long time [you better clean them up before the 'creatures' come haha] and then we went up and like ate breakfast. then we went outside and walked to danis house, because she was supposibly mowing her lawn but she really wasnt haha. and then we like went back to her house and waited for my mom...but like my mom came 45 minutes late so haha whatever it was fun. I LOVE KRISTEN ELIZABETH BUTTERFASS!!! haha and then after that i went to the mall =] got some things not alot. was there for a while, now im home and its 4:30 and im writing this...i need to shower because i feel dirrty & i need to eat since i havent since breakfast this morningg. [the pancakes with holes in it!!] it was a craaaazzzzzzy niiiiighhhhtttt !!

oh and before i forget..have a really good birthday nicole!! i love youuu =]

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Sat, 15 May 2004 03:30:41 GMT

hey...today has been idk weird. uhh woke up and im in so much painnnn =/...argh but its okay ill deal. and then went to school with my hair up agian. then i went to school. nothing happened in first, in social studies i took a test, i thought i did realyl good on it. but instead i got a 52. my grades for that are now:: quizzes: 4/10, 5/10, 9/10 tests: 56, 52. yeah im doing really good. so now i have to go there two times a week ninth. then i went to uhh science, nothing happened..i had lessons. and then i went to french..same old same old. and then i went to lunch...boring. and hten i went to 6th, english, and then math. haha intresting day huh? yup then i came home after spending ninth on a friday in mr. paces room. and then went down to hoss to talk to tiff/nicole. then i went home. then i watched bio-dome. and then i fell asleep. then rob called, then he picked me up and we went back to his house. then after that i came home and then talked to krissy <3 feel better hunn...people are assholes i know!! now im uhh i think going to take a shower and stuff and then call brian [cas we hafta work a whole buncha fun shit out] and then im watching like some more movies and then bed. yeah, thats prettty much it. so ill write tomorrow. dance tomorrow...ugh ruins everything!! haha bye

i love you rob....

tiff.jen.el <3 i will love you guys forever!!

...wowwww amazing.

Thu, 13 May 2004 22:42:29 GMT

today has been like amazing. okay, um in the morning i woke up late so i thought i was going to be in a bad mood...but actually once i ate breakfast i was in a really good one =]...so my mom drove me to school, and then i sung for everyone by where i stand in the morning when i was with the all wonderful jj. but today was tiffs day so i couldnt get excited. but now we worked it out that i get him on 'A' days and she gets him on 'B' days. haha well anyways then i copied my wonderful social studies homework from the oh greatful elliot. then i went to health, and i walked the track 2 times and then tried this like chinese handball thing but hated it, so i talked to jamie and then went inside. then after that i went to social studies, and yes i had my homework because yes i copied it from the oh greatful elliot. so then after he checked that we got in our groups for jepordy [i know thats not right]...my group was .. Gina, Speece, Erin, Garret, Amelia, and Danielle. uhh we sucked, our score was -110. haha then i went to science, and i didnt pay attention for one minute, because i was talking to dana about six flags, haha the plans that will never happen. and then the bell rang and i went to gym, uhh yeah nothing really happened, i played outfield cause i dont do gym...and i never batted so i was good. and then i went to french and we had a quiz but it wasnt that hard even though i probally failed it. and then after that i went to lunch. haha it was an 'A' day so jj was there and that makes my day oh so much happier. so i went to lunch and i scrubed money from people because i dont have any that i want to spend on myself. so once that was all taken care of, i ate. then i went to 6th, and i actually did nothing...nothing at all, i just looked at the music the whole time zoned out way too much. then i went to english, and watched that really gay movie. haha but see kristin thinks its like hysterical so idk maybe i just have a different aspect of it. but still i was in a good mood. so while i watched the movie i did my test corrections for math that i got a 64 on yesterday. so then after that i went to math. nothing ever happens. i took danas notes because shes lazy...haha no im kidding, she didnt feel well. and then i went downstairs.. oh and i found my binder=]...so then yeah i went to o'leary after that and rob and jay were there. and hten dana came later on. then after 9th i sat with dana outside the cafeteria like a good friend so that she wasnt alone before her 4?..idk she wanted me too...haha i love her <3. so then after that i came home and 'studied' for my social studies test for tomorrow. haha even though i need it i didnt. and then i watched tv and stuff. then i ate dinner. now im writing this. dance laterr..i realllly dont wanna go. ballet and hiphop. i cant find my ballet shoes =\...oh well, guess i cant dance right chrissy?...haha yeah okaaay. then hiphop, with krissy and amanda =] always amazing. so my day has been really really good. and i really hope dance doesnt ruin it..because if it does...i will hate it forever...haha probally not, i can pretend. i love you rob

tiff.jen.el
mucho love, xox

today & yesterdaysss

Wed, 12 May 2004 20:08:42 GMT

hiii, okay ill start wiht yesterday. yesterday was a pretty damn good day =]. i went to school and then my hair didnt really work out that well so in gym i attempted to put it up but it still was down. but then you have the whole lock mix up that dana & melissa did [IT WASNT ME] then french and stuff then lunch. haha okay dana decides to comment about something...lemme quote it. "im glad my boyfriends not hott, because no girls want him"...so me and kristin act like puzzled because like how do you have a boyfriend that your not like physically attracted to...so then she goes . "well i think he is" as if she were to like clean up her mistake...but dana we all know the truth. then uhm went to 6th and 7th, nothing much happend then math i took a test then i came home but brian was already hurrr =]!!! so we left and then we went to his house for a little bit and then around 4 we went to the mall, we were supposta like go bathing suit shopping for me...but instead we ate. so then after the mall we went back to his house and then swam...haha you know what happen there brii!! lmfao. then we decided to take a shower. haha that was the weirdest thing i think we have ever accomplished sober. and then i went to dance. dance was alright...traded clothes with kelly. but shes a twig so yeah it really doesnt work that well. then in the technique part, kristin warmed us up...and i didnt do like anything since i was talking to my bestest friend krriissssy.then we went across the floor and janene watched us this time. she made some corrections. then me and kristin noticed that we really dont like goof around anymore. we are so much more serious and i really hope that this is like a sign that were actually gonna do really good as a group. oh and one more thing about across the floor. casie has improved sooo much..like alot,like shes amazing. then we did our "dances" yeah haha i think we did each dance a total of 4 times. we takled about friends and stuff. then i drove home and then i came up to the computer to write my blog. but of course the internet was broken. so then rob called but i was in the shower so i called him back. and then i took off every single piece of makeup..even the stuff that doesnt wanna come off...off.and then i just went to bed. so then i woke up this mornign all in a good mood because its what day justin...wednesday. and this is like mine and justins favorite day out of the whole entire fuckin week=]..for reasons that date back till like forever. then i like went through my day. i wore my hair up today, which is really different for me, chris called me asian..yeah i have no idea how i looked asian.?? so then idk notohing really happened. ninth i walked with rob for a little bit then i hung out wiht tiff and elliot <3 .. then we ate ice cream and watched people hook up with each other that are like really disgusting...eww gross. then i uhh walked home. and now im writing this. and talking to elliot, nash, bri & dana. so then i took a shower and stuff. and then i went to the lovely doctors..hhaha intresting. and then i went to cvs & got gum because im that cool. and now im here talking to dana about her fuckin dumbass exboyfriend. and shes so cute and i feel so incredibly bad that she dumped on her 3 month with him.

TIFF -ELLIOT- JEN!!!!
i fuckin love you 3!!!!

dance girls, xoxox i love you girls and im glad most of us are working all this shit out.

=]

Mon, 10 May 2004 22:59:13 GMT

DaDdiEsS HoMmEeEeEe =] !!!! 5:45, he comes. it makes everything around here TONS better. so today was pretty dull. um, got up got ready then went to school, and hten once again the fuckin sand and water got my shoes all muddy!! so then i went to health, yeah nothing happened. then social studies, same old stuff...but i knew most of the answers to the questions so i felt smart. then science, double period. did a lab, and then got this irish kid with my pen.. haha its still on the back of your shirt. then i went to french, and again sat and did nothing. then at lunch, nothing really good happened, we just heard stories from kristin. then 6th was alright, i got my seat changed...that sucks, i hate it up there im not by nicole. then i went to english...i dont remember what happened either did i remember in math. but 9th i went to daleo. i walked there with rob and dana. and then i sat with elliot..yeah idk how that happened..but it was good since we havent talked in a while=] so then we talked about people who fake being drunk. and how that pisses us off alot. and then we talked about other things i think. then i went to danas. okay this is a story on its own. we go there to "study for our math test" yeah never opened a book. but i think were going to a concert on june 9th. thats part one. then we were just like foolin around and then seanae said that he can do something on the computer to peoples pictures. so we decided that we were going to take a million picture and make it like we were really cool, and then send it to him. haha okay we took like 100 pictures. no joke 100. and then we sent some of them. and dana is a setting things on fire freak. i swear shell do it to like anything. then we talked to mike about something this weekend. haha and dana thinks shes still grounded and hten me and dana talked about the things that she would do. which is funny because i thought she was like totally against that shit. and then i came home and now im tlaking to elliot and im writing this. nothings probally gonna happen tonight but if it does ill write about it. oh and whose Adolf?...yeah okay talk to you all later. love you rob.

really horrible day..

Sun, 09 May 2004 23:27:01 GMT

yeah, woke up gave my mom her mothers day gift like a good little girl..then my dad came home from food shopping and flipped a shit..and lot happened and i dont really want to put it in here due to family reasons. then at 10:30 me, my mom, my sister[ryane] & my brother [patrick] went out to breakfast, we went to some oconee diner in islip, then we came home and got ready to go to the cementary to see grandma.. who i miss so much. we were there for a while, i fell asleep like crying next to her grave..i was crying mostly because i was overwelmed for waht happened today. then i went to my other grandmas house for a little while and had cake and stuff. then we uhh went to price club to get flowers for my moms aunt. and then we went there and gave them to her and we were there for a little bit. then i came home. im in a really bad mood...now i get to see dad again soon. i cried like all day, its been really bad...and i hate some people. It's mothers day..how can you make someone who is a mother feel so horrible about yourself then treat your so called kids like there worthless crap and then expect them to forgive you. yeah now you know why im in a bad mood. yeah dana you have helped me so much and i love you for it. I LOVE YOU ROB!!

rip mary catherine <3